I saw M yesterday! He had been released from the hospital the day before; which was earlier than he felt comfortable with, but I can tell he’s doing much better and seems more determined to make the necessary steps to do what’s right for his well being.
After I arrived back at the house from meeting up with his mother, I received a text from him saying that he would stop by soon for a little bit, and when I had opened the door to see him, we didn’t waste a second to wrap around eachother and sob together. Just from that moment so much weight had been lifted. M seemed to be himself again. It seemed like everything was sort of back where it used to be. I told him that we shouldn’t feel pressured to make any descions about our relationship and that I need to take this opportunity to better myself and he knows that he needs to do the same.
It was so refreshing to spend some time with him, hopefully I can see M again soon…